The Creative Fire & Feelings of Guilt
We may seek to avoid feelings of guilt, but we will never really succeed.
As Jung frequently pointed out, the burden of guilt is the unavoidable accompaniment in any situation when we cross any of the taboos inherent in social structures and actively, creatively express ourselves and live our lives. And while guilt feelings will occur, it’s important to emphasize that feeling guilty is not the same thing as actually being guilty.
Recently, Jungian analyst Larry Staples was interviewed in the Huffington Post. Staples is the author of The Creative Soul, an examination of the psychology of creation from a Jungian point of view. In the interview he makes the point that we experience feelings of guilt anytime we do things that go against authority — religious, secular or parental.
Somehow, if we are going to do that which really belongs to ourselves as opposed to the bidding of the internalized authorities in our lives, and live a life that is truly creative and authentic, we are going to find ourselves impelled to cross certain “inviolable” taboos. As a result the hounds of guilt will pursue us. And they can easily keep a person from embarking on creative pursuits — whether it’s writing, working with clay, dancing, dressing the way you really want or even speaking your own truth.
But as Staples acknowledges, if we can cross through that wasteland of inner resistance and taboo, and press into the inner realm of creativity that really does come from the inner impulse of the Self, often something powerful happens, and we are caught up in the intoxicating life of it. At that point, creation can be something even rapturous, and we can feel that this, this very thing is what we were meant to do.
That’s how you know it involves the real you.
Depth therapy is one of the most powerful ways of addressing the crippling power of guilt in your life, and of accessing your own authentic creative power.
I’d welcome your reflections on the relationship between guilt and creation in your life. Are they related? Are there particular taboos that you have to move beyond to express your real self?